Monday 7 October 2013

I miss You

Hey ! I know we haven't seen each other, or even talked, in a long time. .but i've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and i want u to know that I miss u !Not like "i regret what happened" or even "i want to see u again". Just,"I miss u".  Full stop ! It's strange to think that someone i used to know so well is now a total stranger. That i sometimes go entire days without thinking of u even a little.Most of the time. I let myself forget, because it's easier. But then i find something. .An old message and ur picture still save in my phone.And the full weight of what's been lost comes crashing down on me.But this isn't regret. We have reason for ending it, and they're as valid as ever. But back at the start, we didn't need reason for anything. It all just happen. We didn't have common interest, or similar goals. We didn't even really get along that well.But we didn't need a reason to fall in love. We just did.The reasons came at the end, and everything that's happened since has been all about reasons.And that's good. It means  one day i might find someone i won't have to say goodbye too.But a small part of me hopes that u still remember what it was like before all the reasons.. . .and that u miss me too  . . .

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