I'd rather not to be with u !

I'd rather be single than waste my time on somebody who's not gonna take me seriously. 

I'd rather watch other couples be happy than be in a relationship where i'm gonna be miserable. 

I'd rather feel lonely than feel alone when i'm with somebody. 

I'd rather wait until someone comes along and genuinely wants to be with me, than rush into something with someone who just wanna play games with me. 

Fuck all that nonsense, 

too many people just wanna 'have fun' nowadays, 

which is fine cause at our age. 

I don't blame u, it's normal. 

But don't do it at my expense and hurt me while u're at it !

Those people, who hate you, normally envy your freedom.
Since we don’t live in a perfect world it makes a lot of sense that not everyone will love you. In such a world you will make enemies just as you make friends and there will be people who hate you as much as their will be people who love you. Not everyone subjected to the same situations ends up hating others; These people hate you because of their own weaknesses and I would do nothing but pity them.

::: An Angel :::

One day u meet someone and for some inexplicable reason, u feel more connected to this stranger than anyone else. Closer to them than your closest family. 

Perhaps because this person carries an angel within them. .

One sent to u for some higher purpose, to teach u an important lesson or to keep u safe during a perilous time. 

What u must do is trust in them. Even if they come hand in hand with pain or suffering. .

The reason for their presence will become clear in due time.

Though here is a word of warning. .

U may grow to love this person but remember they are not yours to keep. Their purpose isn't to save u but to show u how to save yourself. .

And once this is fulfilled, the halo lifts and the angel leaves their body as the person exits your life. .

They will be a stranger to u once more. .